Dreaming

In the past two months I have had these dreams, that wake Kelley and he has been having to wake me from them.  I had another last night, but it wasn't scary just strange.  Four of my dreams have been about children.  One of my own two children, one of a woman who felt like my daughter, and two dreams have had this little boy in them.  My past dreams have been pretty scary and have made me scared to go to sleep the next night.  I can not understand why I am having these dreams.  They are very dark and of things that I never think about. So why does my subconscious mind think about this stuff.  Last night I had my mom and two friends pray for me, so that I could sleep.  And I did!  I slept pretty good!  The dream I had last night was about the little boy, who I dreamed about the night before.  This time he wasn't scary and he said to me "I have always loved you".  My head is spinning this morning trying to make since of all of this.  I went from not dreaming very often to dreaming all the time.  I did wake up this morning feeling happy!  This dream had friends I know today and a friend from my past.  Could God be telling me something through this little boy or am I just making that up?  Who knows?  I am happy I didn't wake Kelley up last night, since he is sick, and I hope that I never do again.  God is holding me!  I speak against these dreams of mine, they are not acceptable and I hate them.  They are not wanted in my mind any more!  I am a child of God and know where my heart is.  I am walking in his hands, where I need to be, he can take this from me!  So if you read this just say a prayer for me!  Thanks!