Friday, May 14, 2010

11th Wedding Anniversary

Well I see that I haven't wrote in a while, just as in  a written journal, I am no good at keeping it up! 
     Today is our 11th Wedding Anniversary.  I always dreamed of being married and having two kids, when I was a kid!  And look at me now!  Special day's are suppose to be special and not just another day.  I have three special day's that I claim are mine, they are: My birthday, Mothers Day, and my Anniversary!  But when those day's come they just feel strange.  I guess because in my head I have it painted out to be so different. (like the release of balloons, dove's flying, and joy for all.)  I love being a momma and a wife!  I find so much joy in hearing my husband laugh and play with our girls! Kelley and I met a block to the East of our home today, and we lived a block to our West when we got married! And for the past 10 years we have lived our life right in the middle (on Cinderella Dr.) of where it all started!
     We have made our house a home over the past 10 years and that brings me peace!  As a kid we moved a lot, always the same area and I went to the same school for 10 years.  To have a home that I never want to leave, a place my girls will always call home, makes me happy!  So much changes over the years,  I do want to hold our home close!  It may not have that white picked fence, but it is our castle!  It is home! There are some times I wish I could just go home, (back to our home when I was a kid), but that won't ever happen, where is that?  So today means to me that I will do my best to hold on to what I have, because my job as a momma and a wife will never be done!